The consequence we are not to understand
until it is much too late
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oh how we made the devil’s bind
oh how we planted devil’s vines
tightened round our throat
those chains which break in dues of pain
or drag us through eternity forever
(the day you plant the seed is not
the day you eat the fruit
as the vine had long to grow
before it reached your throat)
believe me
my mercy is not self-sacrificial
I am the woman who lets men fall to their fate
(you are not owed grace
if in your ignorance and haze
you reached unto others to disgrace)
I dwell in every woman who guards herself
with a hundred knives in each hand
I am the feral blade which strikes
from the stifling darkness impenetrable
I am the vine which chokes you
until you pay the pain that’s due.
The best we can hope for is utter collapse
which frees us for a second chance.